SCREW BLOGGER MAN, SCREW BLOGGER.
i'm losing it, i really am. i dont know what to post, i've got no mood to blog, but i'm still here, wanting to express out all those stupid things which actually i'm not sure about it, meaning i have no idea what i'm saying now, and so i wouldnt even reread this post..but now i've to retype it, thanks to the stupid blogger maintenance, now i've to try and recall what i have been typing or ranting about, which happened, like 949841641hours ago, yeah right, but its more than one hour. back to point, SCREW blogger, this post is suppose to be emo emo emo and now it turn out to be like a joke. how funny.
this holiday doesnt feel like one to me, it really doesnt. with the mosburger job, it seems more stressed, without the constant slacking and playing in school, it seems much much worst to me. with lesser time for myself, lesser than for vcds, lesser time for computer, lesser time to even go out, get out and stuffs. i tried, i think i tried too hard to want to go out with you guys. i think i know the limits, my limits. its hard, its hard to choose those people to ask, its hard to wait for their replies, it seems that i'm like the only one who is interested to go out, nobody else is. i cant take it anymore, i really cant. its done. its the end, its over. i tried my best, but i aint got results. i didnt want to give up that easily, but when i asked you whether you wanna go out, i didnt expect a straight no, its alright if you're the others, but you're not. its now, that we're not drifted apart yet but now, you said no. i'm kinda disappointed. i really am, i didnt expect that from you yeahh, so i've enough of it, enough of asking, enough of planning, somehow,somewhat i knew we wont beable to go out together, as 2RPo6, but the truth is, i cant accept the fact yet. i know i know, we may not even go out together with our gang, we may not even say hi to those we're currently close to, next year. so,lets not go to matters as a class yet. yeahhhh you know how i am laa, tml i'll probably be back to normal, asking you whether you're free on thurs, so yeah. dont be too shock for the sudden change of mood, thats emo.
everytime i mention the class, 2RPo6, please dont take it for granted and think that its meant for you, all of you. sometimes it isnt.
everytime i mention the class 2RPo6, please dont be reluctant, its meant for you, its always is.
heehaa, contradicting ahh, figure it out, its not that hard.
i dont know whether this is signs of moving on, or just signs of feeling numb and giving up all the hopes and faith i've been giving myself, for you guys. till today, my tears are as hard as solid, i just wish they could all come out at once, cause letting it go is better than keeping it inside, it hurts even more, not being able to express it.
